i left a week or more to take on the next phase of my life. and this coming new phase of my life is gonna be really really hard as i cant play around with school rules like i always did in secondary school or perhaps in jc. seriously, i rather wear uniforms. it makes me feel more like a student?
ok, i think im just finding smth to comment.

to pursue my honours for 4 years n to serve the govt another 4 yrs . OH MY GOODNESS. i will only b totally free to choose my career at the age of 28 years old? freaky.

so not looking forward to school. homeworks? projects? lessons? exams? been thru that for 12 years. i better get some really nice friends there, if not im gonna kill myself.
im having one now actually - rachel.
i screwed up a few times in my nie courses registration but thank God for her help. shes like a NIE wikipedia- dunno anything, just ask her.

and erm, i just feel that God is telling me to prepare my heart and be ready for new things. Things may go in the way that dont make sense to me, dont go as i planned, dont go as i wished.
but one thing i must know is that everything happens for a purpose n i must not be fearful to pursue bigger dreams n goals in life.

honestly, without His grace, where would i be?

stayed over at mel hse with jocelyn n fish.
her room is really ermmm... simple n comfortable.
i miss huijia, queennie n minglee very much. i dunno why. it's just missing. urghs.

i changed my mind. i shall do bio.

hi people, i'm becoming a maths teacher in 4 years time.
i dunno what got into my head. i thought it would be really fun to be an eng or sci tcher. but after looking thru their modules, i guess i better not mess with these 2 subjects. Afterall, my maths has proven to be the 'better' one (thou i didnt prove it on my A lvl cert)


anyway, i'm feeling a little tied down by all the agreements n contracts...it just dont feel as if im going to school soon. it seems like i'm a slave to moe n i have to work for them for the next 8 years. i dont like to get tied down or maybe i just dont like being forced to do smth.is not that i dont wan to be a teacher, not that i hate going nie...but why must they set so many rules n regulations to make sure we complete our course? ermmm, can someone just get what i mean?

like, i love track n field.. but when i appealed into tpjc thru track.. i felt more like an obligation than a passion to run n to win the race.

i need some time to adjust this new environment (bounded with laws n agreements).

http://thetrueboutique.blogspot.com/

hi. my blogshop has now opened to all. visit n buy something ok!

passed my ept! going to school in a week time.

i just feel like having a blogshop. so 2 days ago, i started out a blogshop after consulting jocelyn n fish. didnt receive any impressive response from them =( i went ahead to have my blog up ALL ALONE. http://www.urboutique.livejournal.com/

trust me, it's still under construction.
so is not open to the public yet. BUT! im ready to receive orders from friends =p
repent that two fellows =p

anyway, there's risk of cos. im pouring my money again.
i still need some time to get in touch with livejournal..so bear with me =p

i'm crazy.

those days without a single dollar in my pocket were terrible. much had been invested into my driving lessons and the test itself. what worse is that these money did not produce fantastic results. i was really disappointed n i need to go thru the same old thing again. october! oh my goodness. 1 mth of hardcore learning , but now got to wait till oct to retake my test. anyway, thanks for all the friends i have. im feeling better now and i guess i need to buck up in some areas of my life. i looked at my 2009 plan, half has been achieved. but another half- i'm clinging onto nowhere. so i guess is time to do some adjustments again. got to renew my mind and my visions.

thanks so much cg for the love, yummy cake n da bag~
thank u leslie for the ty bear~
thank u huijia, queennie, melsa, rae rae n jocelyn for the hair accessories~they r lovely.
thank u my dear minglee n timo for the puma bag~
thank u my girls for kboxing with me~
thank u fadilah, lingee, sonia n kahlin for da pizza hut treat n da yummy choc cake.
thank u ah ma for the angbao
thank u superman's mum n dad for the angbao
thank u superman's sng cousins for the angbao
thank u my superman for all the clothes, cutey pouch, east coasting n everythinggggg.

My hamster, Christmas, was found dead in (his/her) hometown cage yesterday at around 3pm. It had been suspected to die from eye and ear swollen infection due to the fight accident with my another white hamster, boyboy. The accident happened 3 weeks ago. dettol cream treatment was done to its upper eye and ear in minimum so as to reduce the infection. There is no way an accumulation of dettol would poison Christmas.I Interrogated my grandma, another caretaker and she reported that Christmas was still fine in the morning when she fed her/him cheese. Anyway, cheese had always been christmas's favourite breakfast. Water bottle and food plate were all filled at the death scene so Christmas didnt die from starvation or thirst. Caged washed n Sawdust had been changed by Joseph. The last time i bathed Christmas was not even a week. In another words, hygience had been strictly observed during his recuperation period. From the way it slept, it had died peacefully with its eyes closed. no heart attack and no fall injuries. My Christmas had been with me close to 2 years. my present from kikuzawa preslie. I guess i should really let Christmas go. i love you Christmas.

Christmas was buried next to girlgirl (my white hamster) under the crying tree near the mrt track.
no ritual was done. we gave flowers anyway.


hais

was chatting abt group activities with someone and i realised there's always a prob here - cliques.

i guess as much as we want to plan something great for everybody, ppl eventually settle in the group that shares common interests, views, purposes, patterns of behavior, or even ethnicity -thats nature.

and i'm guilty of that. pls dont tell me u dont , cos thats what a big fat liar wld say=

however, there's another thing called - strike a balance.

so in ur list, u divided ur groups of friends to maybe sch friends, working friends, cca friends or whatsoever. and u have alr subconsicously arranged them from the top priority to the least. yes, maybe there r one or two groups are on par (this is probably why u fall into dilemma at times when they ask u out on the same day)

and the common qns that i ask myself... which grp put more effort in asking me out? which grp did i neglect these days? which grp is doing smth that i feel like doing on the day itself? which group is more happening? which grp makes me feel more comfortable? and the list of qns can just keep doing on..

and i believe i don belong to the extremes whereby i only hang out with A GROUP OF PEOPLE.
comon, most of us dont right?


back to track. so i never believe that (for example) a girls outing wld cause someone to only want to be with the girls.. or maybe a wild wild grp wld make this person to be really loud.. but is the nature in the person. so why worry so much if great efforts have been put in to bring fun n bonding...ultimately, no one can change the nature over a night time (so i didnt rule out the possibility of changing the nature)...

remove all da this this and that that, take away all the buts and howevers. believe in every creativity idea that u propose and is gonna work for sure.. cos behind every idea is this great creator...so it will not lead to cliques but something really really great =)


my weird thoughts again. but 50% has been censored. hehe

hey creatures! ice age 3 is a good catch!
went to watch with my superman and i love the small dinos!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEILEI MY OLD FRIEND!

HMMM, someone's birthday is coming too =p

YAY! EXAMS OVER.
oops. not me..queennie n huijia r the ones rejoicing now.
im taking 3 days leaves, tmr fri n the coming mon. pretty much relaxing now.
is time to accompany my superman. (aiya, i always do).
i have free tickets. dont bug me for any. these are meant FOR ME AND ONLY ME.
hahas. is a hint ppl.

also, with my popular member card, i get to have a complimentary buffet at seoul garden !but arh, i need to bring AT LEAST ONE ADULT. this is another hint.

these days my fringe is disastrous..i dont mind any random hairclip, hairband. HAHA!
alright, superman's booking out tdy! dinner at east coast park. find us there if u can=p
awwwwww, driving test on mon.

it's either i drive to meet my darling girls or simply with my mrt card.